Hi everyone, for the past week, I have been doing a lot of thinking and decided that this Winter, I will be spending it at my remote cabin. I'm not sure if I had told you all that I am seeing two therapists, one is once a week and the other once a month. I am seeing them because, there is something wrong with me mentally and I have not been figuring out what it is. The one I see once a week is really good at helping me and because we see each other face to face, I get more out of it.
Well, this past two weeks, I have been watching videos on YouTube titled Life Below Zero, these videos are about living in the Alaska Bush like I did years ago and it hit me, that is what I am missing in my life, my {old life}. Ever since I started watching the series, I noticed a spark in my life like I haven't had since I left the Alaska Bush lifestyle. Starting this week, I will be shopping for dry goods and other things that I will need for the Winter out there.
Sometime this week I will go 10 miles down the highway to Deshka Landing where everyone starts from to go out to their remote cabins year round. I will pay $650 for the annual pass and I will get my own area to store supplies and my snowmachines in the Summer or a boat in the Winter. I will also get unlimited entry. Once that is done, I can start storing materials to go out this Winter. I have 2-3 more dock walkways to build and I will take them out this Winter and set them up for next Summer.
I am really happy about this and can't wait to tell my weekly therapist tomorrow. He will be thrilled with my decision. I hope all of you will be happy because, I will have plenty to blog about. My feeling is, since being on the road system, everything was available to me and I became lazy and because of that, I felt depressed. Being out at the remote cabin, I can't afford to be lazy. There will be a lot to do or I will be in trouble.
In case you are interested, the mornings are 32-40 now. Today I made some chili for lunch and it sure tasted good.
I hope you are all glad that things are getting better for me and I am returning to my old self. Thanks for sticking around. Take care
